My Top 5's

Breakup song:

1. Eamon- I dont' want you back/ Frankee- FURB
2. Pixie Lott- Cry me out
3. Taylor Swift- Teardrops on my guitar
4. JoJo- Get out
5. Aly & Aj- The potential breakup song

Love songs

1. Cascada- Everytime we touch
2. Justin Bieber- One time
3. V factory- Love struck
4. The Veronicas- 4ever
5. Savage Garden- truely madly deeply

The benefits of Laughter

I laugh a lot today at the anime con

Its good to laugh:

1. Provide cardio-vascular excercise and increase oxygen supply to the brain
2. Relieves stress and tension and lowers cortisal (stress hormone) levels
3. Regulates blood pressure and produce a feeling of relaxation and a feeling well being
4. Burns calories and stabilizes blood sugar levels
5. Strenghten the immune system
6. Release endorphines which can help us feel good and can relieve pain
7. Enhance relationships and can improve productivity in the work place
8. Starting with each individual, may eventually contribute to World Peace.

Wants my happiness back!

There are as many nights as days,

and the one is just as long as the other in

the years's course. Even a happy life cannot

be without a measure of darkness, and

the word 'happy' would lose its meaning

if it were not balanced by sadness.

Carl Jung 1875-1961

SWISS PSYCHIATRIST

Tomorrow's just another day like always. I'm the kind of person who looks for special moments everyday. I dont't let a day slip by without finding the reason to be thankful or an opportunity to cherish a moment. It might mean putting on a pretty black dress or normal shorts and sneakers for an ordinary dinner. Or opening a bottle of vanilla coke in the evening to share with my lovely friends and family. It might mean posting a comment on facebook to tell a friend I miss her. Or prepare sandwiches for people to eat happily. Or stopping to gaze at the awe of looming storm coulds in the sky at this time of month. It might mean curling up in my favourite sofa with CLEO magazine and a mug of Lipton tea in front of the TV watching MTV. Or feeling good dancing in that black dress I bought even if it's a size 10. It might mean breathing in the scent of freshly baked cookies wafting out of the famous amos shop. Or going out with the girls to catch a movie we've dying to watch. It might mean splurging on a new hair cut and not wincing at the bill. Or spending a blissful afternoon just sharing pictures, comments, gifts on facebook. I might mean walking up to class on time also calling sick when I don't have the mood. Or cuddling with my Persian Russion cat Sylvester. Him snuggle up to me. Or parking myself on the couch the whole weekend to finish the entire season of How I met Your Mother. It might mean seeing my friend alone crying for help. Or singing loudly along to the songs blasting away on the radio in the smart car with my mother. It might mean pampering myself with a nice long facial and relaxing in the bathtub after. Or travelling with my mother to conference I don't know, with a half empty bag and returning with extra luggage. The opportunities to find happy moments are endless and that's how I plan to live for the longest time. <3

gym

i'm thinking of joining gym for awhile.. but can i go? i really need to lose weight.. since nothing to do..i wanna go!! mama i wanna go..

hotties!

i'm currently so obssessed with SUPER JUNIOR! I just cant go thru my day without watching their videos.. gosh they r so hot with great hairs <3

i've changed?

hello sunday,

sundays always the day i feel nervous n worry cuz mondays the day i start my class n back to cyber etc..
but now it my holiday for a month hw cool its dat.. nver had that long holiday since after spm. i'm mentally exhausted.

2day i went to the curve n around that area.. just for a walk with my family cruising in smart car with the script's songs on. wonderful! i like going there evryone just all stylo n hell yes no rempits!!

however what i meant that i've changed is the way i dress up.. i'm starting to wear all black.. wow i'm becoming gothic now.. haha.. with eyeliners n black accesories. thats so not me... is it just me or i'm too fat to wear other colors?????????

Miserable

Hello my Saturday, favourite day of the week <3,

Well, today feels like family day at home cuz evryone is at home doing their own thing.
For me like always wake up in the morning around 10 tune in to mtv with my mum and doing the puzzles, 30% completed, yay me!. so while doing this puzzle i talked to my mum about my friend is having a birthday lunch at parade 2morrow in this mahattan fish market. so long since i step into that place. Anyway, she said i cant go because she scared that ppl will talk bad bout me for happen. I was like no this is a different friend from my old school. Still its a NO. i felt heartbroken. Weird to feel like that but yes i felt heartbroken.

whole day kept me thinking in my dark room. Am I gonna be like this forever? Do I have to be an anti-social? my life gonna be really miserable. its not just recently. but since high school everytime my friends asked me out. my answer would be a no, or they dont even bother to ask since they know i cant come. yes it hurts. It also hurts when seeing pictures of my friends having fun, when i'm not in the picture. Whatever it is, i'm jealous!

gosh hw i wish i can cuddle up with my bff, hold hands, sharing food, lol, webcam, try clothes in changing room,kissing, (kidding) :P, and i've always wanted to go karaoke, i went once with guys but it felt weird abit. actually i dunno whos my bff. Do i have one? whoever it is, lets go karaoke or euphoria :D. Shit like i can go anywhere now! I just wanna have fun :/ help! It would be nice to have at least 2 bffs. dont feel lonely. where the hell are my good old friends? please find me okay!..

tired!

friday cuti selangor i think bday sultan kot i dont even know who is he.. hmm dunno dont care asal kn cuti je.. so mama n i plan going window shopping.. but the place was undecided.. but on the way baru nak plan nak gi mid valey.. den sbbkn traffic jam. we tukar plan nak gi ou.. tp nak pusing balik jauh.. another plan is going pavillion.. tp da terlepas nak masok smart tunnel. so we decided nak use jln biase.. otw tu pon sgt jem.. we've been stuck in traffic over 2 hrs all together 2day.. goshh penat nye..

so smpai kat pavilion pkol 1.. parking pon nak berebut.. kiasu nye ****.. so ari nie jln2 je x ramai hot stuff arini.. knape eh?? mayb not my day :D.. however to prevent all these kne bgn awl n kluar awl, n plan btol2.. n always use smart tunnel ape2 pon. hehe.

okie bye!