Monday, December 14, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
i've changed?
hello sunday,
sundays always the day i feel nervous n worry cuz mondays the day i start my class n back to cyber etc..
but now it my holiday for a month hw cool its dat.. nver had that long holiday since after spm. i'm mentally exhausted.
2day i went to the curve n around that area.. just for a walk with my family cruising in smart car with the script's songs on. wonderful! i like going there evryone just all stylo n hell yes no rempits!!
however what i meant that i've changed is the way i dress up.. i'm starting to wear all black.. wow i'm becoming gothic now.. haha.. with eyeliners n black accesories. thats so not me... is it just me or i'm too fat to wear other colors?????????
sundays always the day i feel nervous n worry cuz mondays the day i start my class n back to cyber etc..
but now it my holiday for a month hw cool its dat.. nver had that long holiday since after spm. i'm mentally exhausted.
2day i went to the curve n around that area.. just for a walk with my family cruising in smart car with the script's songs on. wonderful! i like going there evryone just all stylo n hell yes no rempits!!
however what i meant that i've changed is the way i dress up.. i'm starting to wear all black.. wow i'm becoming gothic now.. haha.. with eyeliners n black accesories. thats so not me... is it just me or i'm too fat to wear other colors?????????
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Miserable
Hello my Saturday, favourite day of the week <3,
Well, today feels like family day at home cuz evryone is at home doing their own thing.
For me like always wake up in the morning around 10 tune in to mtv with my mum and doing the puzzles, 30% completed, yay me!. so while doing this puzzle i talked to my mum about my friend is having a birthday lunch at parade 2morrow in this mahattan fish market. so long since i step into that place. Anyway, she said i cant go because she scared that ppl will talk bad bout me for happen. I was like no this is a different friend from my old school. Still its a NO. i felt heartbroken. Weird to feel like that but yes i felt heartbroken.
whole day kept me thinking in my dark room. Am I gonna be like this forever? Do I have to be an anti-social? my life gonna be really miserable. its not just recently. but since high school everytime my friends asked me out. my answer would be a no, or they dont even bother to ask since they know i cant come. yes it hurts. It also hurts when seeing pictures of my friends having fun, when i'm not in the picture. Whatever it is, i'm jealous!
gosh hw i wish i can cuddle up with my bff, hold hands, sharing food, lol, webcam, try clothes in changing room,kissing, (kidding) :P, and i've always wanted to go karaoke, i went once with guys but it felt weird abit. actually i dunno whos my bff. Do i have one? whoever it is, lets go karaoke or euphoria :D. Shit like i can go anywhere now! I just wanna have fun :/ help! It would be nice to have at least 2 bffs. dont feel lonely. where the hell are my good old friends? please find me okay!..
Well, today feels like family day at home cuz evryone is at home doing their own thing.
For me like always wake up in the morning around 10 tune in to mtv with my mum and doing the puzzles, 30% completed, yay me!. so while doing this puzzle i talked to my mum about my friend is having a birthday lunch at parade 2morrow in this mahattan fish market. so long since i step into that place. Anyway, she said i cant go because she scared that ppl will talk bad bout me for happen. I was like no this is a different friend from my old school. Still its a NO. i felt heartbroken. Weird to feel like that but yes i felt heartbroken.
whole day kept me thinking in my dark room. Am I gonna be like this forever? Do I have to be an anti-social? my life gonna be really miserable. its not just recently. but since high school everytime my friends asked me out. my answer would be a no, or they dont even bother to ask since they know i cant come. yes it hurts. It also hurts when seeing pictures of my friends having fun, when i'm not in the picture. Whatever it is, i'm jealous!
gosh hw i wish i can cuddle up with my bff, hold hands, sharing food, lol, webcam, try clothes in changing room,kissing, (kidding) :P, and i've always wanted to go karaoke, i went once with guys but it felt weird abit. actually i dunno whos my bff. Do i have one? whoever it is, lets go karaoke or euphoria :D. Shit like i can go anywhere now! I just wanna have fun :/ help! It would be nice to have at least 2 bffs. dont feel lonely. where the hell are my good old friends? please find me okay!..
Friday, December 11, 2009
tired!
friday cuti selangor i think bday sultan kot i dont even know who is he.. hmm dunno dont care asal kn cuti je.. so mama n i plan going window shopping.. but the place was undecided.. but on the way baru nak plan nak gi mid valey.. den sbbkn traffic jam. we tukar plan nak gi ou.. tp nak pusing balik jauh.. another plan is going pavillion.. tp da terlepas nak masok smart tunnel. so we decided nak use jln biase.. otw tu pon sgt jem.. we've been stuck in traffic over 2 hrs all together 2day.. goshh penat nye..
so smpai kat pavilion pkol 1.. parking pon nak berebut.. kiasu nye ****.. so ari nie jln2 je x ramai hot stuff arini.. knape eh?? mayb not my day :D.. however to prevent all these kne bgn awl n kluar awl, n plan btol2.. n always use smart tunnel ape2 pon. hehe.
okie bye!
so smpai kat pavilion pkol 1.. parking pon nak berebut.. kiasu nye ****.. so ari nie jln2 je x ramai hot stuff arini.. knape eh?? mayb not my day :D.. however to prevent all these kne bgn awl n kluar awl, n plan btol2.. n always use smart tunnel ape2 pon. hehe.
okie bye!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
