found something~

Pagi td I tgk2 file dlm my old phone w300i tu den i terjumpe this one song...
teringat plak sorg bdk laki nie bernama Is perangai yg sgt comel!,
dia yg made this song n he dedicated it to me.
sweet nye n tetiba i hafal lyric nye

Temani hidupku

Senyummu buatku riang,
Ayu mata mu jelas terbayang,
Persona hatiku,

Gelap malam disuluhi bintang,
Begitulah hati ku padamu,
Terimalah cinta ku

Sendiri aku sendiri,
Menanti cinta sucimu,
Gadisku temani hidupku

Datanglah datang kepadaku
Cintaku hanyalah untukmu
Gadisku temani hidupku

Gadisku temani hidupku.

I wish all the best in life Is,
Last i remembered he said to me
"tin kosong belajar rajin-rajin walaupun hidup skrg dah bahagia"
T.T i cried when he said that, cuzz ade meaning sebaliknya......

Help!

From 11 January, I feel and still feeling lost. Everything happen so fast in a blink of an eye.

Please wait for me! :(

New Semester

This is the last week of holiday before my 2nd sem starts. A part of me is looking forward going class because long holidays making me fat :( that darn near by McD with driving thru. (thx for the fast, easy and cheap lunch sets). Anyway, most part of me feeling nervous going class with all the pressures, competitions between classmates and rushing here and there to class. Gosh thinking of it makes me stress. Oh yah! results???! well i guess its time to face the reality right? i already know i had a rough start in 1st sem,

Second semester, I wont let you down :) tin can do it!!!

Woah 2010?

Year 2009 a hell of a year it was -fucked up year for me!..

I've lost so many great friends even a guy bestfriend I thought he was. My girl bestfriend Rohinie changed college felt so damn lonely without her she always brings me out to eat and my driver.. I have to repeat papers..many of my friends from school changed from good to better. for myself is the opposite, from good down to worst. Everything came crashing down on me. It was so crazy handling everything all at once. i burst into a psycho girl. wow it felt really good releasing the craziness inside of me, i was at the bottom of the wheel throughout the year. Fun nightout to the back of a police car yeah at that moment i wish it wasnt me. Next, I like a guy.. well.. he never seems to like me back. I miss him. Well forget him! I have along journey ahead of me. Focus tin no more boyfriends okay! You went through enough painful exprience already...

Hello 2010 -Please surprise me with Happiness!

Beginning it is really sad for me, tin wants to be happy, strong, good at doing things, awesome, clever, positive, person with great style. Summary, I want to be better than i am in 2009. There are few life goals i want to achieve if i can:

1. Study hard become a successful pharmacist
2. Be a good girl
3. Dont cut my hair
4. Be more up to date and organize
5. Eat less
6. Save money
7. Reduce phone bills
8. No more shisha
9. Buy necessary things only! (NO MORE SHOES)
10. NO BOYFRIENDs! (hopefully)

So, 2010 bring it on!

My Top 5's

Breakup song:

1. Eamon- I dont' want you back/ Frankee- FURB
2. Pixie Lott- Cry me out
3. Taylor Swift- Teardrops on my guitar
4. JoJo- Get out
5. Aly & Aj- The potential breakup song

Love songs

1. Cascada- Everytime we touch
2. Justin Bieber- One time
3. V factory- Love struck
4. The Veronicas- 4ever
5. Savage Garden- truely madly deeply

The benefits of Laughter

I laugh a lot today at the anime con

Its good to laugh:

1. Provide cardio-vascular excercise and increase oxygen supply to the brain
2. Relieves stress and tension and lowers cortisal (stress hormone) levels
3. Regulates blood pressure and produce a feeling of relaxation and a feeling well being
4. Burns calories and stabilizes blood sugar levels
5. Strenghten the immune system
6. Release endorphines which can help us feel good and can relieve pain
7. Enhance relationships and can improve productivity in the work place
8. Starting with each individual, may eventually contribute to World Peace.

Wants my happiness back!

There are as many nights as days,

and the one is just as long as the other in

the years's course. Even a happy life cannot

be without a measure of darkness, and

the word 'happy' would lose its meaning

if it were not balanced by sadness.

Carl Jung 1875-1961

SWISS PSYCHIATRIST

Tomorrow's just another day like always. I'm the kind of person who looks for special moments everyday. I dont't let a day slip by without finding the reason to be thankful or an opportunity to cherish a moment. It might mean putting on a pretty black dress or normal shorts and sneakers for an ordinary dinner. Or opening a bottle of vanilla coke in the evening to share with my lovely friends and family. It might mean posting a comment on facebook to tell a friend I miss her. Or prepare sandwiches for people to eat happily. Or stopping to gaze at the awe of looming storm coulds in the sky at this time of month. It might mean curling up in my favourite sofa with CLEO magazine and a mug of Lipton tea in front of the TV watching MTV. Or feeling good dancing in that black dress I bought even if it's a size 10. It might mean breathing in the scent of freshly baked cookies wafting out of the famous amos shop. Or going out with the girls to catch a movie we've dying to watch. It might mean splurging on a new hair cut and not wincing at the bill. Or spending a blissful afternoon just sharing pictures, comments, gifts on facebook. I might mean walking up to class on time also calling sick when I don't have the mood. Or cuddling with my Persian Russion cat Sylvester. Him snuggle up to me. Or parking myself on the couch the whole weekend to finish the entire season of How I met Your Mother. It might mean seeing my friend alone crying for help. Or singing loudly along to the songs blasting away on the radio in the smart car with my mother. It might mean pampering myself with a nice long facial and relaxing in the bathtub after. Or travelling with my mother to conference I don't know, with a half empty bag and returning with extra luggage. The opportunities to find happy moments are endless and that's how I plan to live for the longest time. <3